Scramble!

A guitarist strums his guitar in a TV studio.
Warming up for Imagine This!

I’m a talent wrangler for Imagine This! Once a month we invite local acts to share their talent before a studio audience. The show is edited and then replayed on our local cable TV channel. My job is to find and invite performers.

Last Thursday Ron, our emcee, missed our recording session. I sent a text – no response – and it slowly dawned on me that I would be the emcee. I had gone to the show “extra casual” that evening. My hair was a mess, I had no makeup on, my shirt had too “busy” a design for TV, and I hadn’t written down the information that the emcee usually announces.

While the final act recorded, I scrambled: I dug through my purse to find whatever makeup might be available. I set my camera on “selfie” mode to use as a mirror. (Many thanks to whichever high school student showed me that trick!) I wrote notes about the performers. Ron always ended with an inspirational story of some kind — what could I close with? By the time I needed to be ready, I had a little makeup, a comb through my hair, and a vague idea of something to say.

I remember closing with, “That’s our show. You know, every one of our performers tonight started at the same place. They said, ‘I wonder if I can?’ ‘I wonder if I can play that guitar?’ ‘I wonder if I can write a song?'” I don’t remember a syllable that I said after that, but everyone in the studio was watching intently, and someone asked later if I planned a career as a motivational speaker! I had to smile.

They didn’t know I was thinking, “I wonder if I can get through this?”

From now on, it’s back to my Girl Scout motto: be prepared!

Failing Gloriously

At the beginning of the summer, I auditioned for a role in “Sister Act.” My experience in community theater is limited, and I wanted to try something new.

I was offered the role of Nun #7. It came with a lot more dancing than I was comfortable with. My friends reminded me that when you try something new, it’s probably NOT going to be easy at first, but it will be worth doing. They were right, and I stuck with it.

I was still trying to master the choreography when the show opened 10 weeks later. I had most of it, but here and there I was uncertain and sometimes just wrong. I continued to practice at home.

During the final performance a photographer shot several candids. Nun #7 is nondescript, and you can really only see me in one shot. But what a shot:

Women dressed as nuns and dancing onstage.
♫♪ One of these things is not like the others. ♪♫

That’s me in the back row facing the wrong way.

Had the picture been a second later, I would have been facing the right way. It was one moment in one dance. But it’s the moment the photographer captured, and now it dominates my memory.

It’s a blessing to be able to laugh at ourselves and at situations. It’s not easy at first, but it’s worth learning how.