Failing Gloriously

At the beginning of the summer, I auditioned for a role in “Sister Act.” My experience in community theater is limited, and I wanted to try something new.

I was offered the role of Nun #7. It came with a lot more dancing than I was comfortable with. My friends reminded me that when you try something new, it’s probably NOT going to be easy at first, but it will be worth doing. They were right, and I stuck with it.

I was still trying to master the choreography when the show opened 10 weeks later. I had most of it, but here and there I was uncertain and sometimes just wrong. I continued to practice at home.

During the final performance a photographer shot several candids. Nun #7 is nondescript, and you can really only see me in one shot. But what a shot:

Women dressed as nuns and dancing onstage.
♫♪ One of these things is not like the others. ♪♫

That’s me in the back row facing the wrong way.

Had the picture been a second later, I would have been facing the right way. It was one moment in one dance. But it’s the moment the photographer captured, and now it dominates my memory.

It’s a blessing to be able to laugh at ourselves and at situations. It’s not easy at first, but it’s worth learning how.

“Go in Peace” by Sam Baker

One of the elders sang this song as the benediction at church tonight, and it has stayed with me. I’m struck by how rich in metaphor this simple lyric is.

We “go into the dark” not only at night, but every time we move forward into something new. Every morning. Each new person. Each new venture. But also with each loss, as we deal with a new “normal.” When we try to resolve an issue. When we make a change.

To move forward “not afraid” is not always easy. The world can be a dangerous place. To remind ourselves that we are “not alone” is also not easy. We often feel that way.

And just as Robert Frost did in “Stopping By Woods on a Snowy Evening,” Baker emphasizes his final metaphor with a simple repetition:

Let us hope by some good pleasure
Safely to arrive at home.

For the record, I want this song sung at my funeral. At the end.

The night the scammer blocked me

One night a Facebook scammer hacked a friend and tried to get me to click on a bad link. I knew it was a hack almost immediately. But I was bored that night, so I decided to have some fun with it.

(TLDR: Scammer ended up begging me to leave them alone before blocking me to end the conversation.)
Text of a long conversation between a scammer and me.
This was fun!